I need inspiration: A dissolution, a rampage, a desperation.

THIS is not an inspirational or a creative moment. Rather it is a desperate moment of relief. A dissolution of stress. And a rampage of loneliness.

There are two kinds of people. 

1.

The Followers

The aim is to blend in with what others have dared and being recognised for. It is to copy another's inspiration. 

2. 

The Darers

Wishes to aim for an unique choice to inspire others to come out of their shell. 

As for I? I am a follower, who attempts really hard to come out of her shell. 

I wish one day I too will become a Darer. 

P.s. I have been plagued. Every time I see demin I have an urge to cut it up.